I'm really quite sad at the moment, thursday i got told to go kill myself by this kid who meant what he said. After that i felt quite ill and angry, i couldn't do anything it's like he's made me go back to the dark place i've escaped from. He's made me go back to not talking to anyone about whats been done and said. this is going to be really scary when i go back to school, since he is on my bus, and sometimes has to sit next to me, I'm really not looking forward to it. Maybe Fridge can help me get happy again, although i dowbt you can help sorry fridge. I need to tell someone about all the things that are swirling around in my head, BUT I CAN'T. No one really understands the stuff that i'm going through, the highs and the lows of being me. But the thing is i do want to die, but i only want to die when i'm in a really bad way. I'm just going to wait, to see if i can get through this.